Friday, July 31, 2009

Forget about my previous post.
I was just not in a right mood.
But i don't feel any much better right now.
Sigh. I just.. don't know what to do now.
My mind is totally empty.

I'm belief in True Friendships.
And when i'm feeling down,
i believe in my best friends that they could stay with me.
but things are turning upside down now.
They start looking at me with their doubtly eyes.
i did not know whether it's my fault or not.
maybe what they think might be true.
i'm not me anymore.
but... i just won't wanna do anything to harm our friendship.
nobody wants that to happen...
i bet you don't want to.

i love you guys.
i don't wanna do anything to hurt you guys.
i'm sorry if there were anything coming between us.
i'm saying this just to let you guys know what i actually feeling right now.
there's nothing much i can do..
i had tried my best.

i just hate myself.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I'm in a freaking bad mood now.
I wanna thank you people for making me such a wonderful MOOD!!
you guys/gals are so sick!!
you guys/gals were using me all the times.
WOW. thanks alot DEAR.
I felt greatly happy. SO.

I created all the funny stories.
I made you guys/gals laugh, laugh and LAUGH.
Yet, what did you all give me back?
I don't mind if I've got nothing back from you all.
Cause I know, I will just be happy
for having you guys/gals as my friends or even BEST FRIENDS.
But then look at your own self now!

Treating me like.. A Piece Of Shit!
Fine. I'm nothing's matter in your EYES!

Idk how am i gonna face you all on this sat.
I'm not gonna do anything.
I gave up!
Thank YOU lifeless people!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Tagged by Tze Yen

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1 Last beverage : Hot Milo xD

2 Last phone call : Yee Hui

3 Last text message : Evelyn

4 Last song you listened to : Love Game

5 Last time you cried : Last month I guess


HAVE YOU EVER:

6 Dated someone twice : Yes.

7 Been cheated on : Maybe yes, maybe no.

8 Kissed someone is regretted it : Not at all.

9 Lost someone special : Currently nope.

10 Been depressed : Of course lahhh.

11 Been drunk and threw up : Nope. Never got drunk before.


LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12 Black

13 Blue

14 Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15 Made a new friend : Ya. Quite Alot.

16 Fallen out of love : Yes!!

17 Laughed until you cried : Yes!!

18 Met someone who changed you : Yes, they certainly DID!

19 Found out who were your true friend : Ya. And I've learnt some lessons from them..

20 Found out someone was talking about you : Exactly.

21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Nooooo.

22 How many people on your friend list do you know in real life : Didn't go count.

23 How many kids do you want to have : No idea.

24 Do you have any pets : Are fishes counted?

25 Do you want to change your name : I.Love.My.Name!

26 What did you do for your last birthday : Hung out with friends and family.

27 What time did you wake up today : Around 10.15am.

28 What were you doing at midnight last night : Playing SDO.

29 Name something you CANNOT wait for : STEP2's outings!

30 Last time you saw your Mother : She's right beside me now.

31 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : What else? you guys know.

32 What are you listening to right now : Anyone of you by Gareth Gates.

33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tom and Jerry? I never tried before.

34 What's getting on your nerves right now : Nothing! =D

35 Most visited webpage : My Blog and Tagged.

36 Whats your real name : Lim Hean Tee

37 Nicknames : HeAnTeE, MarQuis Clove, alot more.

38 Relationship Status : Single

39 Zodiac sign : Gemini

40 Male or female : Male.

41 Elementary : Nothing.

42 Middle School : SJK(C) Jelutong

43 High school : SMK Hamid Khan

44 Hair colour : Black

45 Long or short : What thing long or short?? 0.0

46 Height : 165cm. I wanna be taller!

47 Do you have a crush on someone : It's complicated.

48 What do you like about yourself : The way I live.

49 Piercings : No.

50 Tattoos : No!! Never.

51 Righty or lefty : LEFTY

FIRSTS:

52 First surgery : No.

53 First piercing : My ear.

54 First best friend : I keep this to myself!

55 First sport you joined : Swimming.

56 First vacation : Genting!

57 First pair of trainers : OF what?

57 Eating : A lot mann.

58 Drinking : Blended! woo.

59 I'm about to : Gone Crazy.

60 Listening : Songs. Duh.

61 Waiting : For this to end.

YOUR FUTURE:

62 Want kids? : No idea.

63 Get Married? : No idea.

64 Career : Hotel Management!!!!

65 Lips or eyes: Hell. no.

66 Hugs or kisses: Both! =D

67 Shorter or taller : Taller

68 Older or Younger: Younger.

69 Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

70 Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach!

71 Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

72 Hook-up or relationship: Hook Up! xD

73 Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74 Kissed a stranger: No.

75 Drank hard liquor : No.

76 Lost glasses/contacts: Both!!!! Sad..

77 Sex on first date : No.

78 Broken someone's heart: Yes. I'm sorry.

79 Been arrested: No.

80 Turned someone down: Yea.

81 Cried when someone died: Of course i will.

82 Fallen for a friend : Yea.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

83 Yourself: Sometimes.

84 Miracles: Ya!.

85 Love at first sight: Ya..

86 Heaven: Ya.

87 Santa Claus: I want him to come my house during Xmas.

88 Kiss on the first date: Ya. Hehe.

89 Angels: Ya. They could made me happy!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

90 Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nooooooooo.

91Did you ever trust him/her after you break up with your girlfriend/boyfriend: What does that mean?

92 Did you sing today?: Ya. Haha.

93 Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes. Sure thing.

94 If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 5 years old.

95 If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: All my memorable days.

96 Are you afraid of falling in love: Sometimes yea..

97 Posting this as 100 truths : Yesssssssssss.

98 At the end, you need to choose 15 people (girls n boys) to be tagged and list their names.. : Whoever!

99. Do you love your family : Ya.

100. Have you ever fight with ur parents : Alot! And I hate it!
Just viewed Evelyn's blog.
And I realised how much I'm missing her now.*cries*
I seriously miss the times when she's in our school.
her screams and jokes and the way she blows the straw.
Yes people, stop wondering.
I love her as my best friend, nothing else.

But it's alright.
I still can see her once a week during tuition.
Phew.... I should feel happy.
Evelyn! create more jokes to make me laugh!
So that i'll never forget you! =D
*winks*

neeways,
I do believe there are many people who really miss her! =]
I bet she will cry when she reads this.
Sorry.




we will never forget you. =D
BattleField by Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...

Friday, July 24, 2009

Back to blog again.. xD
Anyway, I promised to show you guys the photos of BaBy Joey kan?
And now, I finally got it. xD
Tada~

Cute right?Ahaha~

now she will be staying at my hse for few weeks la.
Hehe. She is really cuteeee...

Well, school life been soo busy.
Had our sivik project on monday.
Everyone did different traditional stuffs.
*things? or wadeva?*
My group did traditional instruments..
But we only showed out few types of drums..
Hehe. Really fun. LOL.

Then, went StarBucks(egate) with my heritage group,
to discuss about our slideshows.
We did our research at home then only discuss.
Prev finished the whole thing last night.
Seriously, we shouldn't do that next time.
Sorry prev.
But some people just acting SHIT.
Bla bla bla...

Alright, talking about today.
Just got the SDO from saik ann.
And just finished playing with hui and mic.
I'm not good in it.
Just wanna try it out! xD
That's all I wanna say!

Oh ya Rachel, nice blog! =D

You will be tagged on the next pose! xD

HeAn TeE aka MarQuis Clove

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Well..
It's 22nd of July now..
I shall wish my junior and also great friend Happy B'day.
Haha. She's my favourite junior of all...
*no offence to the others* ahaha.
Happy B'day to....


Rachel



&, she loves black. =D

so, don't forget to wish her ya.
love ya Rachel. Take care.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Got TAGGED by yfang...
Rules:

1.Type your answer in a straight forward way
2.Do not write answer like:
dunno,depends,guess,skip,both,???
3.Only lovable people will be tagged. .Appreciate it!
4.Now you can start.
5.Start NOW!!!

*Eat the outer layer of the bread first
of course not. it tastes so weird...

*once you hate forever you will maybe,
lost my sweetest memories in my life and forget about myself.

*talk to yourself
sometimes..especially when am off.

*Dance with your teddy bear
I do NOT have one...

*Prefer your teddy bear more than your friends.
I do NOT have one, stop being irritating..

*Prefer summer than winter
Sure....

*Prefer evening than night
I love night!!!! shoosh...

*Prefer mum then dad
When she buys me something. =]

*Pray before you sleep
I seldom do that.

*Smile when you wake up
Yea.. When I had my sweet dreams..

*Greet your family members in the morning
Nope..

*Smile to your schoolmates when you reach school
Of course.. I'm kind-hearted.

#Answer w/ your heart#

*What will you do if a pregnant women vomited on your favourite outfit?
Shout at her and ask her to pay back!

*Which is more disgusting? eating your own vomit or drinking the drain water
DRAIN WATER!!! Both are the same! But I can't pick both..

*Who was the last one you talked on phone?
Previn. it was yesterday!!

*State your relationship with that person
Best Friends...

*What will you react when someone scold you in bad word?
Scold them back? Or ask them to look at the mirror when scolding..

*state 7 people who love you and you love them too
1) STEP2 *we're together, so it counted as 1 person* a
2) Yir Fang
3) Suha
4) Previn
5) Vern Ern
6) Evelyn
7) Simeon

*What is in your mind now?
Yesterday.. bonodori..

*What do you think about the person who tag you?
Lovely and Hiao. xD

*Will you cry if you are ask to?
Nope!

*Are you emo?
Yes. most of the times

*Are you bored now?
No...

*Use one word to describe yourself
Suckishhh

*Use one word to describe the person who tag you
Erm.. Hard to find a word.

*Now tagg at least 5 people :
STEP2
Suha
Previn
Vern Ern
Evelyn
Simeon

Finally.. I'm done with it.
Gonna blog about yesterday when i've got all the photos.
as you guys know, i cant blog without photos. xD
Ahaha.. take care.
Love you ppl outta

Friday, July 17, 2009

Didn't enter class for one whole week!!!
Woohoo~ Skipped lessons..
Can't believe it.
Wanna know why?

Monday and Tuesday~
Scrabble competition was held..
I wasn't playing, but helping.
I was the helper in that competition.
Haha. I was known as the BIG MOUTH that time.
xD was fun though.

Wednesday~
Me and Vern Ern decided to enter class.
But found out it's boring during physics~ *yawn*
So we went down to watch Spelling Bee.
The words were kinda hard to spell it out.
Too good to say, I wasn't participating. xD
But was nice to sit there and enjoy.

Thursday~
Watched the drama acted by the HK Tourism Club duning assembly.
Then went to watch English debate.
Was soooo soooo funny.
Sara made us laugh like hell!!
And he is really good in it!
Aaron and WeiLun were good too.. =D
Followed by, Reuben’s team completing with Suha’s team.
The match was quite interesting too…
Haha

Friday~
Merentas Desa..
Lame I know.
Forgot to bring sport shoes to school!
SHIT! Can’t run properly….
Ran up the hills..
Then ran down again..
Get 30-40 something…
Haiz..
After recess, went to watch the final match of the debate..
They seriously argued like real WARS.
Grats to the winners!!!

Phew..
Got so tired of running here and there in school!
And I missed THEM so much.
Sorry for not having much talks.

[p/s] cheer up, lyn. <3>
[p/s] suha, you're my 200. =D

Monday, July 13, 2009

Updates....

Went out to prangin and qbay with fern and hui
on last saturday~ 711 day~ xDD
Was quite fun.
Cause I took my own transport which was rapid..
But too bad, wrong bus was taken.
wasted 2 hours plus.. ahaha..

Hui and Fern went for their shopping before I arrived.
We went to look for caps when the time I reached.
After that, we went up to 4th floor and I bought a game.
Roller Coaster Tycoon 2! I played before.
It rocks! You guys have to try it out!

Then, we went to have our lunch..
I ate SweetSourFishRice while they had TomYamMee.
Haha. Was delicious and tasty..
We went down to search for 'NiceDay'.

And I saw my very special someone..
Was with other friends.. I don't know them..
my heart suddenly jumped off...
And I frozed there at the times....
I felt so nervous that I actually stood there
not knowing what to do for a sec.
But, I've learnt not to lie myself anymore..
I'm taking it back!! I decided to love back!
Not to mention who...
*you know who you are*
And I felt so sorry for someone...

Back to the topic, we went up again to 2nd floor.
We've found 'NiceDay'..
Took about 15 minutes to choose bearbricks...
Hehe.. But it's worth it! XD

Around 7 something.. We took rapid to qbay~
Went few shops for window shopping with them.
Haha.. Had dinner at KFC.
Met some form 5 guys and girls there...
They were so funny.. haha...

It was around 9 something when we went to print our group photos..
Hehe.. Very nice.. I just love it!
Dad and Mum came to pick me at 10 something..
Went to have supper.. *GOSH*
That's all

Photos....













Well, that is a very short post aite.

Stand Through Every Phase 2gether!
Will always be.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Random post....

I'm gonna be so dead later!!!
Going to take report card and see teachers...
SO gai nia...
Half an hour more to go..
and I'm facing the comp now.
Shouldn't I suppose to be soo worried?? Lols.
Anyway, wish me luck yar!

By the way, going to yfang's house after taking report card.
Yay! lols. To do debate stuff ler.
Competition is on next wed!!
During kk time, in our school!!
organized by BC club.
Hahas.. come and support yar! =]

[i miss yesterday's talks so badly!]
[i know things aren't gonna work if i continue like this.]

Cya ppl outta! take care.

HeAn TeE aka MarQuis Clove