Forget about my previous post.
I was just not in a right mood.
But i don't feel any much better right now.
Sigh. I just.. don't know what to do now.
My mind is totally empty.

I'm belief in True Friendships.
And when i'm feeling down,
i believe in my best friends that they could stay with me.
but things are turning upside down now.
They start looking at me with their doubtly eyes.
i did not know whether it's my fault or not.
maybe what they think might be true.
i'm not me anymore.
but... i just won't wanna do anything to harm our friendship.
nobody wants that to happen...
i bet you don't want to.

i love you guys.
i don't wanna do anything to hurt you guys.
i'm sorry if there were anything coming between us.
i'm saying this just to let you guys know what i actually feeling right now.
there's nothing much i can do..
i had tried my best.

i just hate myself.