I'm really sorry guys.
I have to be emo once in a while.
I tried not to think too much.
But I have to face the reality..
Things all shown up, everything is true..
Even if I don't put my efforts on it, still, it all has to be there..
Nothing can change my mind for now.


Read almost everyone's blogs..
Checked out almost all their activities.
They are really enjoying their lives.
Not only that, I seriously can't stand people bragging all the way.
Especially to get people's attention.

Plus, nobody will actually care about their friends when they are happy.
Or act like nobody's business to the others.
It's really selfish..
Am not saying that I care about my friends all the time..
I am still trying to do my best.
So why can't you??

Adding one more thing here..
My friends just gonna do things that I hate the most..
Spreading my secrets is one of it.
I'm gonna curse you people!

Seriously, no one in my life can be trusted.
I can't force myself to trust anybody anymore.

All-I-need-is-true-friends.
So, please be one.
And I need you to make me happy.
Friends are meant to do that among each other.
Right?
And advices will be appreciated.
Thanks.

And I know, I'm still trying.
I wanna make my life better.
I don't wanna suffer anymore.
2009 is gonna end soon.
Its just a few weeks left.
So, PLEASE?
Don't make me suffer and feel bad anymore kay?
PLEASE?

And I would like to apologize for whatever I've done to you.

Sorry..

Do you think you have to apologize too?
Its all up to you. I'll just gonna cherish it.


Hold on people,
I'm not done yet.

Suha and gang, I'm waiting for you to hang out with me!
STEP, I'm waiting for this coming saturday.
YFang and gang, I'm waiting for your plans still.
Suez, I'm waiting for the movie night!
RIOT, I'm waiting for the outing on 21st.
Sevenever, I'm waiting for the party on 31st!

And I hope we can celebrate Christmas together this year.
Pretty please?
And do not forget to get my presents people!

Hope nothing's gonna let me down after this.
Thanks a lot!

And I guess I will feel better soon.

SORRY.

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